Waking up still in the Nightmare

Day 1... I really didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I still had an ache in my heart. I mustered the energy to get up and get the kids fed. Once they're tummies were full I gathered their things and headed to my dad's. I didn't want to do anything with the car.... I needed to. I called my "body man", which happens to be my father-in-law. We needed a plan and we needed him, Jim, to be our partner in this major resurrection. We are all on the same page and are moving forward to get the car back in shape.